Wildstix's log, stardate 62655.6

I don't know how to explain my previous days, except to say that I felt the fear. Fear of what, I don't know, was it because my band? Or still having no gigs? Or having obstacle in my effort to improve my band instrumentation? Or I'm just don't know how to deal with my own disappointments about some people?

I was so afraid that for several days all I could say in my prayer was nothing except crying out loud to Jesus.